All that I did was to love
You asked for respect, I worshipped
I put you in the front line of everything good
I treasured you because you were more than gold
It took me about a century to reach this far
Is this love, or I’m losing it?
In this life, you are everything ever good
And this love grew stronger when I carried you within
For the first time, I felt actual love grow
Each new day was better than the other
I swear to protect it with my lite
Is this love, or I’m losing it?
At the point of birth, in labor
I felt like I was dying
And the midwives can attest that I love you
I called you the sweet names we used during courtship
Telling you to come and give me the courage to bring life to our love
Is this love, or I’m losing it?
I wish I could be God to give our love a male gender
I would make him your identical twin
So that I get a chance to nature you
I would be there in every step you make
But since God had His own ways not known
Is this love, or I’m losing it?
Until our growing love became our connection
At point zero, I was jealous of this love
Until you even became rear
The text messages,
The late-night talks,
The LaLa byes
Is this love, or I’m losing it?
All now gone in thin air.
I gradually watched our future fade
And if I gained the courage to ask
You have a cover-up
I won’t run mad but will let you go
Is this love, or I’m losing it?